You bathe in the sunlight of spring, While I'm forever stuck in this dreary autumn. Like a flower that will never bloom, Forever in this dreary autumn. Austere - To Lay Like Old Ashes [2009] vk.cc/1cgInS (113) Lyrical themes: Sadness, Desolation, Emotion #eDepressive #eAustralia #homelike heartbreakingly masterpiece. This dreadful emptiness, The cold, cold world. You slammend the door on me, you locked me in the cold.